Monday, August 24, 2009
Lysander,why have you changed?
Did I do anything wrong to make you hate me,to make you treat me like I'm just some girl that you can have a fling with and just throw me away like that?
I have done nothing wrong,nothing that I can think of.
I've always loved you,I've never doubted our relationship,I've always believed in you.
Why are you making things more complicated than it already is?
I don't understand why you would insult me,why you went after my bestfriend and dumped me just like that?
You know better than anyone else that I don't like people who mock my height,my skin.
I don't like being compared to others,you knew that but you still kept hurting me like it didn't matter to you whether I was hurt or not.
Why have you turned so cold,so cruel,why don't you protect me anymore?
Why didn't you defend me when Helena insulted me?
Where is the Lysander I know and love?
Where has he gone to?
And Helena,I never wanted any guy to ruin our friendship,I tried my best to make things better,I really did but...
I can't stand it that you betrayed my trust by telling Demetrius of my plans to elope with Lysander,
I can't stand it that you didn't care about my feelings,what happened to you Helena?
You talk about me not being good friend,accused me of seducing Demetrius,you talk about how we've been friends for so long,we were so close,that I am heartless for humiliating and mocking my bestfriend by using the guys that love me to make a joke out of you.
Why don't you look at yourself,how much you've changed.
What have you become,Helena?
Yes,we were so close but drifted apart after you broke up with Demetrius.And you started chasing after him and I stopped you because I didn't want any guy to hurt you.You didn't listen.Your whole life has been about Demetrius,please look at yourself,you deserve better or at least you should let Demetrius chase after you because you are the best,he should be putting effort into getting you not the other way around.
Helena,I'm sorry if my words hurt you but I'm just telling you the truth since you're my bestfriend.
I want us to be okay,I want everything to be okay,back to how they're supposed to be.
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